Might I just say: Hrrrrrmmmmmpppphhh!!!!!! Growl!!! Grrr! Argh!!! Blahh!!!!
As the saying goes, those who do not learn from history...
...are doomed to repeat it.
Really, I don't know why I can't get this right. To make matters worse, I feel myself becoming a bit obsessed with mastering it. I love the pattern and want to see it with just the first two rounds. I think I'd love it that way... Really, I wanted to cry when I messed it up AGAIN!!!
To make myself feel better, I started on a different pattern. I'm not too fond of the doily it makes, but maybe I'll like it more when I see it "in the flesh"?
I'm trying not to let this get the best of me and trying hard not to feel discouraged, this is truly depressing the poop out of me!!!
With love and tears,
3 hours ago