Am I Alive?

Am I alive?  Yes.

Am I still around?  Honestly, I haven't signed into blogger in months.  I haven't read blogs, etc...  

I'm not going to delve into reasoning or start justifying it because I just can't.  I think often of mailing the things out.  I think often of finally finishing the shuttles and giving them a coating of spray... but, I get distracted or remember my plan to go downstairs and spray by the open door which makes me want to cry because cold and stairs just mean pain.  I think of spraying up here, but I'm afraid of getting Ozzy high --or killing him, from the fumes (yeah, paranoia.  I love my baby.). 

I will still mail things.  I still have addresses.  Of course, it would be easier if you sent me a new e-mail with your address because my inbox is, as always, a mess.

Also, after everything is sent, I don't know if I'll update this blog anymore.  I want to blog still but, as with several other aspects of my life, I need a fresh start.  I have plans to start a new blog --and have even obtained an account and address for it, but it's empty for now and it will not be only tatting.  Yes, I still tat, but I want something that encompasses all of my hobbies --that encompasses me.  This blog doesn't do that anymore.  

I love you all and thank you all for reading my ramblings for this long. ♥

♥,
Stephanie Grace